Yo howl, where you at?

 http://changethis.com/manifesto/show/51.01.YourHowl

        Jonathan Flaum's article contains a story about a wolf who has to learn how to howl again. The wolf does this by being reintroduced to the woods and learning from other animals. The metaphor the story is using is that we all must die to ourselves to find our place in the world, and that the place we find will define us to all as our "Howl"

        If we were created in God’s image

then when God was a child
he smushed fire ants with his fingertips
and avoided tough questions.
There are ways around being the go-to person
even for ourselves
even when the answer is clear
clear like the holy water Gentiles would drink
before they realized
forgiveness is the release of all hope for a better past.

I thought those were chime shells in your pocket
so I chucked a quarter at it
hoping to hear some part of you respond on a high note.
You acted like I was hurling crowbirds at mockingbars
and abandoned me for not making sense.
Evidently, I don’t experience things as rationally as you do.

For example, I know mercy
when I have enough money for the jukebox.
You know mercy whenever someone shoves a stick of morphine
straight up into your heart.
It felt amazing
the days you were happy to see me

so I smashed a beehive against the ocean
to try and make our splash last longer.
Remember all the honey
had me lookin’ like a jellyfish ape
but you walked off the water in a porcupine of light
strands of gold
drizzled out to the tips of your wasps.
This is an apology letter to the both of us
for how long it took me to let things go.

It was not my intention to make such a
production of the emptiness between us
playing tuba on the tombstone of a soprano
to try and keep some dead singer’s perspective alive.
It’s just that I coulda swore you had sung me a love song back there
and that you meant it
but I guess sometimes people just chew with their mouth open

so I ate ear plugs alive with my throat
hoping they’d get lodged deep enough inside the empty spots
that I wouldn’t have to hear you leaving
so I wouldn’t have to listen to my heart keep saying
all my eggs were in a basket of red flags
all my eyes to a bucket of blindfolds
in the cupboard with the muzzles and the gauze
ya know I didn’t mean to speed so far out and off
trying to drive your nickels to the well
when you were happy to let them wishes drop

but I still show up for gentleman practice
in the company of lead dancers
hoping their grace will get stuck in my shoes.
Is that a handsome shadow on my breath, sweet woman
or is it a cattle call in a school of fish?
Still dance with me
less like a waltz for panic
more for the way we’d hoped to swing
the night we took off everything
and we were swingin for the fences

don’t hold it against
my love
you know I wanna breath deeper than this
I didn’t mean to look so serious
didn’t mean to act like a filthy floor
didn’t mean to turn us both into a cutting board
but there were knives sstuck 
in the words where I came from
too much time in the back of my words.
I pulled knives from my back and my words.
I cut trombones from the moment you slipped away

and I know it left me lookin’ like a knife fight, lady
boy I know it left me feelin’ like a shotgun shell
you know I know I mighta gone and lost my breath
but I wanna show ya how I found my breath
to death
it was buried under all the wind instruments
hidden in your castanets
goddamn –
if you ever wanna know how it felt when ya left –
if ya ever wanna come inside –

just knock on the spot
where I finally pressed STOP

playing musical chairs with your exit signs.

I’m gonna cause you a miracle
when you see the way I kept God’s image alive.

Forgiveness
is for anyone who needs safe passage through my mind.

If I really was created in God’s image
then when God was a boy
he wanted to grow up to be a man
a good man
and when God was a man
a good man
He started telling the truth in order to get honest responses.
He’d say,
“I know.
I really shoulda wore my cross
again
but I don’t wanna scare the gentiles off.”

         This poem is called "Hurling Crowbirds at Mockingbars" by Buddy Wakefield, who is the winner of multiple national world poetry competitions. This poem speaks to me on many levels as a creative person.

         The first is that it is incredibly well written. As a writer myself the use of metaphor and bold imagery is astounding. The way he seamlessly navigates from one metaphor to another creates a swirling passage which manages to feel aloof but at the same time touching. He uses images I have never seen before and also eloquently captures the drama of a breakup. The poem cover several subjects and even breaks certain grammatical rules, such as using mixed metaphors. He sets up the mixed metaphors so that instead of detracting from the work they add to it.

        The next thing I love about this work is how emotionally engaging it is. Every time I read it I am overcome with a deep sense of awe and wonder. I get such a strong sense of wisdom from this poem that it is always inspiring. It makes me want to write, to think and to live. That is why it is so meaningful, because true creativity is not just an original idea for a movie, song, or book. It's something that will reflect the human experience in such a beautiful way that it makes people feel more alive. And that's what this piece does for me.